september messages: caterpillar mush, in-between spaces and letting go

September 14, 2020Sara Vatore

For months I have been talking about feeling like a caterpillar breaking down into mush in her cocoon. While this can at times be very intense, there is an exciting intention behind the letting go, a creation of space for something new and magical to emerge.

Here I continue to allow the transmutation of the letting go, the healing, the releasing and composting (aspects of myself, identities/roles I have played/play, commitments that are not 100% aligned, habits, patterns, behaviors, rules/authority grids) and at the same time feel into the opening spaces (within and out) that are being generated. Endings and unknown beginnings. Holding all of it, while not knowing the form my emerging will take.

In-between spaces from one perspective can be super unsettling. However, I would like to also propose that they hold magic, great potential and possibility. They create opportunity. A time to reevaluate what it is important to us and to reexamine what we value and desire. A time to integrate all the lessons and recalibrate our systems to be able to hold what is unfolding and emerging.